Friday, November 02, 2012
this post is just a random collection of my thoughts in the past week! so dont be confused if you see no link between the points! hahaha.
thankful for the end of a hectic week! (:
hate it when i have many submissions/ presentations due on the same day, but im so thankful that God amazingly pulled me through! and its all over for now! (: had a great sleep yesterday to catch up on the lost hours, but felt really really bad after that hahaha. thats just the workaholic in me talking :P
but anyway im really just so glad its over! its feels like a huge load has been lifted off my chest!
i really enjoyed history tutorial today! haha i think i just really like my teacher! he's so cool and silly! hahaha. and he's so down to earth and easy to relate to!
i also had a really cool realisation today. you may not agree on its coolness but its cool to me! hahaha. i realised that im a thinker rather than a doer! i realised that i like to analyse situations in my head, and rationalise everything. i think i really have a passion for knowledge, and knowing how things work, and why they do. really cool, cos it kinda explains why im always the weird person with the most questions in bible studies! i just like to reason things out and come to logical conclusions, because i believe there is logic in everything! thats why i get frustrated when people give reasons like "just because it is". nothing is ever just because it is. there is always i reason for it.
but at the same time, i realised that im not a doer, like cos even though i think of things, i dont like to take actions or do anything about it. haha i guess you can say that im "all talk and no action"! but thats not a good thing.
but i realised that one of the qualities that i look for in a "partner" is his ability to think and be logical! haha. i dont think i can ever live with a person who just goes with the flow or doesnt question anything. my ideal guy will be a person who knows what he is saying and has an opinion, but not someone who forces his opinions on others. and thats a very thin line between the 2! hahaha. just some cool facts that i learnt in the course of this week (:
been reading a book written by RC Sproul, and i find myself agreeing to everything he says. which is kinda scary in a way... im not sure if im being influenced by his way of writing, but i just like how he is so absolute with things that he believes in. although sometimes, he sometimes comes across as extreme.. i think i'd better run this book past nikki or something! need to get 2nd opinions on this guy! hahaha.
anyway, i was just thinking that there is a huge difference between people who are Christians, and people who have an interest in Christianity. i realised that sometimes i tend to focus on my interest in Christianity rather than who i am in Christ, which i guess you can say is a temptation that i face! i constantly need to challenge myself not to stop there after ive acquired knowledge, but knowledge leads to love which leads to action! the Bible tells us to Love the Lord your God with all your HEART, SOUL and MIND. i think i have been over emphasizing on the Mind aspect (cos thats what RC Sproul likes to talk about)
its funny how the devil works in so many ways :/ BE ON YOUR GUARD SISTERS AND BROTHERS! hehe
anway thats all for now! hope you had a great week too !! (:
avoid the aliens;
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