Saturday, April 01, 2006
hi. ive been banned from using the computer. how nice.. i noe i deserve it cause ive been playing every afternoon and night. now im only allowed to play on friday for one hour. i didnt play this friday so i can play on saturday! yay! ermm.
i have this feeling of having to feelings at all. wierd. i mean weird. i keep spelling weird as wierd. im so stupid.
ohh. i remember that day. that day that brought me sorrows. this person said something like "jamie, you rock!" weird. then said "my ass" really softly, then laughed with the friend beside her. i was hurt for a long time, and i hope to forgive this person, but it is hard. i know im a nerd but you dont have to treat me like this... i have feelings too ok.. but not today. haha.
this is a nice song. it is explaining how heaven is like or something like that. haha. ok here it is.
Our prayers have been answered
I finally arrived
This healing that has been delayed
Has now been realized
No one's in a hurry
There's no schedule to keep
We're all enjoying Jesus
Just sitting at His feet
If you could see me now
I'm walking streets of gold
If you could see me now
I'm standing tall and whole
If you could see me now
You'd know I've seen His face
If you could see me now
You'd know the pain is erased
You wouldn't want me to ever leave this place
If you could only see me now
My light and temporary trails
Have worked out for m good
To know it brought Him glory
When i misunderstood
Though we've had our sorrows
They can never compare
To what Jesus has in store for us
No language can share
If you could see me now
I'm walking streets of gold
If you could see me now
I'm standing tall and whole
If you could see me now
You'd know I've seen His face
If you could see me now
You'd know the pain is erased
You wouldn't want me to ever leave this perfect place
If you could only see me now
ok. going now. bye.
-jamie aka the stupid nerd-
avoid the aliens;
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