Saturday, June 03, 2006
i just came back from childrens camp! IT WAS NICE! the kids in my group were nicer than i expected, which was a bunch of imature and bratty girls. they were caring and kind and cared for me! :D so happy. they keep asking me to eat and everything. thank you girls. the shepherd was quite blur though, cos she hadnt done it before. good thing i had elizabeth, or else i die already.
guess what!? i think i just fell in LOVE with this super super cute primary 1 boy. if only all boys were like him, the world would be a better place... ohhhhhh i miss him so much!!!!! his name is jerry and he is so sweet. he hugged me at the end of the camp! at that moment, my heart melted... i felt like crying la. so sad. he is sooooooo cute. when he smiles, tiny dimples appear on both sides. so cute. then he did the cutest thing... ok. he was sitting on this chair when nikki came along. she said "can i sit?" meaning sit on him. then he didnt noe and then he quicky got off the chair and stood there and waited for her to sit!! he looked so innocent. haha. so cute. i would have wanted to marry him if he was my age cos hes soooo sweeet...
oh and i saw the scary part of some ppl during night games. haha. i never knew the people coulds shout so loud and be so fierce. maybe that is their bad side. or maybe just acting. haha. so scary. :-{
there are so many opportunities and yet im afraid to take the chance... i need to, or i'll be missing out. what to do... so confused and troubled. i think i hope too much, cos i want it so bad. i get so happy and then so down and upset soon after. please stop that. getting my hopes so high up and then smashing it down to the ground. its nerve-wrecking!
i'll stop.
-jamie-
avoid the aliens;
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