Wednesday, September 06, 2006
i had the wierdest dream last night. i really felt so happy. then when i woke up and realised it was just a dream, i was so sad, so i tried to continue sleeping. i did. but the dream did not continue. it just stopped. anyway these things dont happen in real life. my wishful thinking has made me wish for even more. i dont understand why it wont work. its great. at least it
was great.
in the dream, you broke the barrier. i wanted to but you did. it was great. i still remember every detail of it. me tripping over somebody and getting my bag to get my pencil box. and then i took my pencil and tried to write stuff. but i couldnt write anything logical, cos i just couldnt get my mind off you. i saw you scribbling stuff down on your paper ever so attentively... it was like.. my dream... ironically, it was. oh well. : how stupid can i get. to actually believe this dream was real. cos all i want is for everything to be like in the past. so i can embrace every moment of it.
going now. see you again. (if i ever do...)
(Z) (X)
-jamie-
avoid the aliens;
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