Friday, August 03, 2007
wow/
this is my 100th post! :)
today was... depressing. cos i had an annoying dream. annoying annoying. i had one of those dreams again. im not saying what exactly, but it was different from usual. usually i would dream of what i wanted you to say and all and wake up feeling so happy, but this time, i dreamt i was ignoring you! and you kept making THAT face.. cant describe. like the puppy dog face, just not that obvious. then i realised that i dreamt that cos... i really have been ignoring you in real life! i feel quite dissappointed. i feel rude. but i dont know what to do. if i dont ignore you, and face my fears, i will make you feel awkward. really awkward. and i dont want to do that. i think that is just horrible. the bible says: do unto others what you want them to do to you. so what now. this is a terrible situation to be in. trust me. i just dont know whats the best thing to do. both ways, i will be sinning. sigh.
somehow, when i feel sad/troubled, people just somehow manage to make me happy again. its as if they know how i feel and treat me extra nice because of it! its great to be loved. :)
what really cheered up my whole day was when kjelti took my diary and drew some really cute pictures in it during geog. :) she drew lots of stuff... just like shaun does silly things. . anyway, she drew a puffer fish before and after puffing, a Jmi island with a boat (that looks like noahs ark), a chick, a happy wanton, a happy siew mai, a sian pao, a coconut tree, a cubism robot drawing, a ":) + :( = :()", a "HI JAM!", and a bottle full of preserved rabbit heads :) morbidly fascinating! :)
stef did something silly too. she wrote all over the back of my hand, and was laughing at the fact that my skin was like old lady's one, loose. haha. then she wrote :"Hi Jamie! Spongebob fan!". she also wrote on the palm of my hand with this pen that she really liked the words " Sponge" and "Pink" totally random, if you ask me. :) she said that the colour was slightly brown, but the colour came out this bright hot pink. i think stef is colour blind. haha.
it is the small things that people do that really can cheer a person up. like when stef makes that blur face. haha. like shes thinking about something. it is really funny. :) not in a yucky way. a funny way. a quach way. :P
stef may be coming to Anderson JC with me! what fun. i am somewhat touched that she considers someone like me a friend. :P even though i always purposely tease her about her being too sensitive and blurr, and pinches her. haha. only because she keeps squeezing my knuckles and calling me weak. haha. okok. i gotta go now.
(says in a cowbow accent) see ya later pals!
-jamie-
avoid the aliens;
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