Thursday, August 07, 2008
hey.
ive been stuffed with work this whole week! : ( the silly project work stuff is just so time consuming! last last night i stayed up till 2.30am to complete it, and it wasnt even the final proposal so imagine how late ill have to stay up for the FINAL Written Repot! : ( sigh. im just too much of a perfectionist(as told to me by april and many others). i couldnt get myself to stop! haha. it was weird staying up so late. there was NO ONE online except jonathan lee(small) cos he was busy rushing a projct too! haha. and i finished before him haha and rubbed it in his face : ) haha. sorry bout that. i couldnt resist! : P
anyway, today feels like its going to be a repeat of that past event. its already 1215 :(
today's physics lessons was terrible. it was unbearable. 2 hrs straight mann. i almost died. i didnt even do the tutorial she was going through so i couldnt follow! and she was explaining so slowwllyyy that i could feel myself rotting. i couldnt even play with my cube cos i was sitting in a postion where the teacher could see below the desk. so yeah. im so glad its OVER. but its gonna happen again next week! : S
YAY tmr is RBK's b'day! i got her earrings. i couldnt think of anything else haha. oh and national day celebrations is this fri!! SO EXCITING. actually i wanted to volunteer to take photos (so i can write it in my SGC haha) but i guess they filled up the vacancies already. SAD. the last time i had to take up the reject roles like taking pictures for this science festival. it was exhausting and boring. no offence. haha.
yeah.
sometimes i wish i were less confused. i think its because i choose to always try to see things that are not there. i dont even know why i try anymore. why am i still so naive?
to think that it was me.
i just dont know what to think anymore. i dont know why i cant let go and move on. cut the string and fly away.
-jamie-
avoid the aliens;
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