Saturday, September 19, 2009
its 3am.. and im wondering what im doing here. i think its been a year or two since ive been here.. just had a strange compulsion to come to my blog and write down everything im feeling now!
its funny how i come here with so many things in my head, and when i get down to writing, i cant figure out just what to say.
okay maybe i'll start with my feelings..
i thought a lot today, i was in a very contemplative mood haha. i had so much going on in my head, that i talked to april till 3am! i really love these sister talks, and its times like these that i really thank God for my family (: anyway, we just talked about life and the behaviour of people... i really like this topic! it makes me feel like i understand so much about how people are (cos i get to play 'miss know-it-all' cos april knows nuts about understanding people!), but yet there is so much that i dont know too!
i was also reminded of the many things that have been sitting in the back of my head, untouched for years, but somehow always seem to resurface when the rare opportunity of a heart to heart talk arises!
i love heart to heart talks (:
but it had to end, cos april was falling asleep on me! (am i that boring?!)
i wish i could just spend the rest of the night/ morning just laughing about the random things in life. i feel like, i'm me, when im around her (:
im just praying that if it was God's Will that i were to have a relationship that it would be just like this, as pure as this. where we would spend the whole night just talking about matters of the heart, and spiritual matters that we both face so that we can encourage each other, and both grow closer to God.
sigh...
like i told stef, when im feeling contemplative, i get so distracted that i cant study! and guess what? i just discovered that i cant sleep either. :S
i should get to sleep soon. i think im nuts cos the less i sleep the less tired i feel! like when i study till 4am and wake up at 7am, i feel so refreshed! and when i sleep at 10pm, and wake up at 7am, i feel very sleepy haha. i guess im strange in that way!
ok its 4am. great timing for me to sleep now! see you around, whoever you are. i dont even know why you are reading this, cos this blog has been dead for so long. yeah. i bet youre just some random person who happened to stumble across this page. anyway, have a nice day yeah? (:
avoid the aliens;
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