Friday, July 29, 2011
i keep playing this song over and over on the bus ride home from work
i guess the lyrics just resonated with me.
its about saying goodbye to something that you've always wanted, even though knowing that its not good for you. and yet you still hold on, even though its not right. but i know its just not possible to have the best of both worlds. its just totally inconsistent. so i guess.. this is goodbye for now...
Goodbye to You - Michelle BranchOf all the things I've believed in
I just want to get it over with
Tears form behind my eyes
But I do not cry
Counting the days that pass me by
I've been searching deep down in my soul
Words that I'm hearing are starting to get oldIt feels like I'm starting all over again
The last three years were just pretendAnd I said,
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on toThe one thing that I tried to hold on to
I still get lost in your eyes
And it seems that I can't live a day without you
Closing my eyes and you chase my thoughts away
To a place where I am blinded by the light
But it's not rightAnd it
hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time
I want what's yours and I want what's mine
I want you
But I'm not giving in this time
And when the stars fall
I will lie awake
You're my shooting star
avoid the aliens;
12:45 AM