Friday, August 05, 2011
as i got ready for my first day of school today, i remembered the commitments that i had made during this 3 month break. commitments which i felt convicted to follow through and carry out.
when i got to school, the first thing that happened was that we were thrown a first assignment where we are supposed to complete 5 A1 drawings, and 3 models by thursday. implications for this is that i will have to spend a large part of my weekend dedicated to research and model making.
its always so easy to make commitments, but when it comes to the actual carrying out of things, why is it that everything just falls apart?
its so much harder than i imagined.. and before i know it, i'll be falling into the same trap of putting work above God. please Lord, please help me this year..
i feel so distracted from my purpose.. having to do all these things is just tiring and time wasting. time which i could have spent reading Christian articles or reading the Bible.
what i need is time management! really good time management. i need to prioritize and stop procrastinating. please slap some sense into me if you catch me procrastinating!
sigh. i think i wont be able to go for message discussion anymore ): i have to meet my group for this assignment right after church. i guess this really means i have to take every opportunity to have godly conversations in church, since i cant stay long in church anymore ): Lord, please help me!
i feel so helpless right now. i dont know where to start! i dont want to be so engrossed in work that i forget about God, and i dont want to go overboard with the reading Christian articles, that i become too fatigued to do work!
why is it so hard to be different? sometimes i wish i could just blend into the crowd so that i wont be noticed and that i could just stay in my comfort zone, but God tells us to be
lights amidst darkness, not lights in a lighted room. pray for all of us to have boldness and perserverance for Christ!
avoid the aliens;
10:02 PM
