Sunday, October 30, 2011
why is there only 24hours in a day?
why is it that i cant seem to get things done, and even when i do, more gets piled on? even eating and sleeping is a waste of time nowadays. so little time, much less time to spend with God ): the only times i have with Him nowadays is when i listen to christian music in the shower at home.. even then, i dont go home much. so that isnt even daily. ):
Lord, you promised that you would never give me more than i can bear, but why is this just so difficult? Is this a sign that perhaps i have to give to all up? but ive come so far, just to throw it all away? is it actually possible to be a Christian architecture student? because right now, it feels that i have to choose either one. ):
i feel so far from You, not because you have left me, but because my heart keeps wandering. Lord, remind me of how much you mean to me!
Jesus draw me ever nearer
As I labour through the storm.
You have called me to this passage,
and I'll follow, though I'm worn.
May this journey bring a blessing,
May I rise on wings of faith;
And at the end of my heart's testing,
With Your likeness let me wake.
Jesus guide me through the tempest;
Keep my spirit staid and sure.
When the midnight meets the morning,
Let me love You even more.
Let the treasures of the trial
Form within me as I go -
And at the end of this long passage,
Let me leave them at Your throne.
avoid the aliens;
1:27 AM
