Tuesday, June 19, 2012
here it is again,,, the feeling of being overwhelmingly helpless and burdened for the church..
having just tasted and experienced what solid bible teaching has to offer, how can i even go back to bland food?
Is this what God designed it to be? did He really give some more and some less in regards to the skills of reading and interpreting His word? cos it sure seems like it! ): then how are we, at zion, supposed to act if we cant even understand and be convicted enough to act? i dont know if this is really our fault, or are we really lacking gifts?
i just feel so lost, i dont know what to do or where to head. i'm even tempted to question whether He is still with us at zion, or has He left us? does He even hear my prayers or the griefs of those who have a burden for the church? its just so hard to understand how God will allow this to happen.. how could He allow those to slip away into darkness due to lack of good teaching? that is just something i do not understand.. i really wish that He would make things right! all i can do is pray, but does He really listen? )':
avoid the aliens;
11:17 PM
