Sunday, September 16, 2012
i cant believe that after everything, im still back where i started! today's events just reminded me that i cannot depend on friends to be "happy", but that i can be happy at the only unchanging, unconditional love shown to me in Christ. disappointments are definitely a given, and i think i was wrong to think that i could get something back in return! i realised that maybe ive been loving in the wrong way, because love calls for action regardless of what the person has done to you, or whether you get anything back in return! i realised the magnitude of Jesus' love, and realised how it feels like to be hurt by someone that you love. i cant imagine the sadness that God must feel when we humans just disregard Him, and treat Him like someone they just come to when they need something!
i never want to disappoint You again Lord, but i know i will ): but promise me that each time, you will draw me to yourself! i will never find true happiness outside of Your loving embrace!
avoid the aliens;
2:01 PM
