Monday, November 05, 2012
WARNING, typical archi student post about stress.
i do not exaggerate, but i think i did not understand this word "stress" before i came to archi! even the A Levels seem like it wasnt that stressful. at least i managed to get at least 6 hrs of sleep every day when it came to mugging for the papers, and on days where i was really behind, i would work through the night and sleep it off the next day.
but archi is a whole different story! i seems like i have been losing sleep since the start of the semester, and if there was one week where i didnt have to stay up to finish my work at least twice, it would be a miracle! right now, i think i have to sleep 2hrs a day to complete what i have to do before final crit! also have an exam on friday, and a presentation on monday.
i can truly feel the stress levels rising in studio... i guess everyone is realising that its too late to change much, but there are so many things to resolve.
felt like crying again today, but then i reminded myself about my priorities in life, and what i was doing all this for. and i felt a little better because i remembered that this is just a small project, not even going to be built, and it only affects my grades, so its not even worth crying over!
i want to thank God that this life is only temporary, and that there is a better eternal life that i can look forward to in the future! so who cares about whether or not i do well, it wont even matter when i come face to face with the Almighty God. so i guess this fact helps me to put aside all unnecessary burdens, and just do whatever i can with the time i have. (:
avoid the aliens;
9:35 PM
