Wednesday, January 09, 2013
i feel horrible ): got really angry with my mum today and that really spoilt my whole mood for the day ): i really dont know whats wrong with me... could it be PMS? or am i just being unreasonable? ):
i think its been quite long since ive felt so hurt and so wronged and so angry! i just dont understand her... she treats me like she hates me, and i bet she doesnt even know what shes doing to me.
are Christians even allowed to get angry??? i really really dont know why im feeling this way, and the feeling is just soooo overwhelming! because hate is the opposite of love, and right now, im finding it really hard to love ):
i never understood how others feel when they get angry... i always thought it was petty, but now, im reconsidering that perhaps, they could have been feeling the way i was feeling, just so overwhelmed that they find it so hard to smile.
i wish i had a solution to feel better, but i cant seem to get rid of these feelings! it seems like the more i think, the harder it is not to cry.. maybe i'll feel better with some time alone..
avoid the aliens;
6:46 PM
