Sunday, March 10, 2013
its been quite long since ive felt so impacted by worship in yf!
it was prayer and praise today, and the last few songs really hit home.
What if your blessings come through raindrops
what if your healing comes through tears
what if a thousand sleepless nights are what it takes to know you're near
what if trials of this life
are your mercies in disguise
i was touched by the song "Blessings" by Laura Story, and everytime i listen to it, i can help but get goosebumps, cos it feels so real to me! especially the part about the sleepless nights! its a very unique way to look at why God puts us through these trials!
cos sometimes when i am on the verge of giving up, because of lack of inspiration or time, my last resort is pouring out my heart to God in prayer, and somehow, it always gives me this inner peace, that everything will be alright. my work doesnt magically complete itself, neither do i always get a genious idea because i prayed, but rather, it helps me to see the insignificance of school to the life that God wants me to lead.
so maybe, all these sleepless nights will cause me to depend on Him more! and not just come to him because i have no other option...
and yesterday's BS really challenged me! i realised that i think im falling into the same trap that i was in last year.. i have already become so occupied with service in church that i fail to keep my walk in check ): i realised that i havent been thinking about the things of God as much as i used to in the past. theres always the excuse of busyness, but is it really ever valid? :/
so yeah, im not in the best shape right now...
but then again, i know that God still loves me despite all this..
I want to love You Lord
much more than I do
I want to love You Lord
much more than I do
Learn to seek Your face
and the knowledge of Your grace
I want to love You
avoid the aliens;
12:33 AM
