Tuesday, April 02, 2013
arghz APRIL FOOLSSSSSS.
i was really a made a fool today.my emotions were played on soo hard that i cant even think straight.
i cant even really express what im feeling now. i know april fools is supposed to be light hearted and funny, but i am not sure why i dont see the funniness in it?
i was made sad, worried and confused in the span of a single day! and now, i dont know what to feel.
first, kerwin tells me he's got someone pregnant?!!? then mers says that shes going to go to seoul to study soon?!?! then i read some article in ressurgence that is also fake?!
haha (kerwin and merissa, please dont feel bad.. i know it was just a joke and you meant it goodwillingly, but i just took it the wrong way)
but the ressurgence article... arghhh. after reading the comments, i feel quite annoyed cos its like they are making fun of an actual struggle that people face! and it hit home, because i am struggling with it too ): and the annoying thing is that they didnt even give any suggestions for remedy?
i havent had this feeling for very long. its like ive got so much on my mind, and everything seems to be speaking to me at the same time. its like a marketplace in my head. and when i try to decipher one thing that is in my head, i cant pull it out of the noise. the noise is so loud that it almost feels like emptiness? then i realise im not thinking about anything at all. its like im so preoccupied with the nothingness in my head.
strange. and dont worry, if you didnt understand that previous paragraph, neither do i.
avoid the aliens;
8:25 AM
