Monday, May 06, 2013
monday blues indeed...
i was one of the extremely unfortunate ones who got selected for the external examination! in other words, i have to relive the nightmare of final crit, just that this time, i have to present it to a whole new panel of people flown all the way from Britain for the purpose of benchmarking.
whyyyy meeeeeeeeeee ): im like the only one from my studio chosen, and it really really stinks ):
i thought i had gotten it all over and done with, and to be honest, im not exactly very proud of my project either.. arghz i honestly did not expect this to happen to me
ok maybe im being mellow-dramatic, but i dont feel like i am.. words cannot describe how "down" im feeling right now.. i feel like crying because this external exam has the possibility of changing your grade. i know NUS has been known to over-grade their students, and i dont wanna downgrade and WHAT IF THEY FAIL ME ):
maybe im worrying too much, i dont know. im just finding it so hard to breathe right now
avoid the aliens;
9:54 PM
