Monday, July 08, 2013
my new computer will be arriving in the mail tomorrow hopefully! (: so thankful that i'll be able to get it in time for bar-ce-lon-aaaa (:
ive yet to fully plan my itinerary, so tmr will be spent on that and preparing for school! not sure why, but the fear and excitement havent set in yet.. im thinking i will start to feel it once i get on the plane!
thank God that i wasnt a total nervous wreck when i lead songs today! hahaha. because in the pre-service part i was super nervous because i didnt know what to expect, but after i prayed, God got rid of all the shivers (: mers was advising me the day before that the way to lead songs, is to always remember that you are only a vessel, and its really not about me. and so when i remembered that, the burdens were lifted and i felt like i could really worship him, even though i was up there on the pulpit! quite amazed as i feel like it was totally not my strength, but praise God for giving me the courage!
i really liked the closing song "Let others see Jesus in you" (:
Your life's a book before their eyes
they're reading it through and through
say does it point them to the skies
do others see Jesus in you?
just a reminder that even as i profess to be a Christian, i must always be ready to defend my faith, because its what makes me different! neutrality is really never neutral.. accepting the opinions of friends as truth is one thing, but keeping silent is another!
but i also have to remember that its not all about outward actions, but also inner regeneration, because all these outward actions will soon turn exhausting to keep up if it doesnt flow from within! praying that i will cling to the cross and not to ministry or whatever merits that i have
avoid the aliens;
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