Monday, July 01, 2013
today was my free day off work! wanted to spend it reading the bible and planning for worship, but i ended up sleeping a lot of the day away! dunno why im so sleepy! hahaha. but nevertheless, it was good rest (:
wow i cant believe the holidays flew by so quickly this time! cant believe its only a month till i go back to school!
feeling a little strange... feeling like ive got butterflies in my stomach, and feeling like something major is gonna happen... but i dont know what. haha. maybe its cos im leading worship? or maybe its cos im going the barcelona? or maybe its because im thinking about the things i need to finish at work? or maybe its just me feeling really unprepared for the upcoming school term! whatever it is, im just so glad that it is in God's hands, and all i have to feel is excited! (:
haha but today was a lonely day. sometimes i wish i had someone to accompany me to places that i want to go! i wish i had a "jamie-double", that wants to take a walk in the middle of the night, or that wants to visit flea markets, or take pictures of pretty people and things, or htht on the rooftop under the stars. yeah. maybe i just need someone to talk to! cos it feels like i havent really been able to really talk to anyone in a long time! ):
i remember how when i was in a really bad place spiritually, it was friends that encouraged me with their advice when i could not bring myself to pray, till i realised that all i really needed was God (:
if not for friends, i don't know where i would be now, but i know its a place that i dont want to be.
so thank you for being a friend, i hope that i have been a friend to you too!
yesterday wasn't easy
made a wish by the bay and the tide took your heart away
lift your head up, really hear me
when the water is risin' and you can't close your eyes and pray
suddenly it gets clearer
with our hands on the wheel we can turn what you feel around
better days are drawing nearer
and there's no way, no how, and nobody to stop us now
we'll get free from stormy weather
you can count on me i'll be your friend (:
avoid the aliens;
10:40 PM
