Monday, December 30, 2013
had a terrible nightmare ): ): ):
i dreamt that my school had some illegal activities going on on the 4th floor, but me and my mum didnt know. so we went up to get something. then there were 2 guys sitting at where the stairs were. He asked us to make a decision whether we would rather if we would be raped or hung on the wall and killed.
We were so freaked our but when he turned around to take his knife, me and mummy quickly ran down and out of the school because we managed to use the obscure staircases to escape.
But mummy needed to get her car, and realised that the car was parked really really near where the 2 guys had their cars parked. I told her to bend down very low, and sneak into the car park and maybe they wont see her. and I would wait outside the school so that she could quickly pick me up and we would escape. After quite a bit of hiding behind cars, and in between cars, i managed to escape the school and then i took a school bus to a place further away to wait for mummy.
Then someone stopped the bus, and my heart started beating super fast. But it wasnt any of the 2 guys, but it was some girl who had a knife and threathened to kill the person who took her hand phone and didnt want to return. But the issue was resolved in the end haha
But during this confrontation, i fell asleep and by the time i woke up, i had long missed my stop. so i took a bus back and it was strange how mummy was not yet out of the school. So i walked in and saw that mummy's car was gone, and so were the cars of the 2 guys! They were no longer in school so i rushed to the carpark, and that was when i saw the most horrible sight ): there was a crowd standing around mummy and there she was lying down on the floor with multiple gunshot wounds, and her neck was sliced. and bleeding profusedly ): i screamed and cried sooo much and i kept calling her name, and she responded! she was still barely alive and so i asked someone to call the ambulance, but i dont know why no one was doing anything! so i tried to call, but i didnt know the number so i got help from other people who also kept giving me the wrong number. eventually i managed to get the ambulance number which was 2199441 lol. but i could see that mummy was really weak and not responding anymore. then some people took the body bag and started to cover her face. i was super devastated and crying like crazy ):
Not sure why, but it became both april and mummy that died. and i realised that i was an orphan with no more family ): its a terrible feeling ): and i was so sad that april was gone cos i would have no one else to talk to about spiritual things in absolute honesty.
it is then that i woke up ):
i thank God that this dream is not real, but it helped me to realise again how ive seemed to have forgotten how short life is! That my friends may not be able to hear the gospel in time before they die, and that I myself may not be able to accomplish my gospel duties before i die! ):
A horrible reminder, but a good reminder nonetheless...
avoid the aliens;
10:07 AM
