Monday, March 31, 2014
i can't help but wonder why...
i never usually feel like this! but its only lately that ive been having all these dreams, then waking up, and then realising that im such a fool to believe that such a thing could happen in my life.
i guess everyone wishes for something like that, but i guess thats why they say that its all in the movies. haha what triggered all these thoughts was watching "Bed of Roses". how can a man who is so "perfect" go for a girl who is so messed up. no matter how many times she makes the mistake of running away, he chases after her and takes her back because he knows that he loves her and would never want to risk losing her. i cannot deny that i imagined myself as her, but i know that i am flattering myself... i dont think i would be able to find anyone who would love me at all costs, because i don't think anyone will consider me "worth it". maybe i am just meant to be calefare in the movies: like being the best friend of the main character. her only role is to encourage the main character to pursue her love and go for her dreams! yet she never has a story of her own. i guess maybe that's why i dream so much.
i guess such feelings will keep me grounded at times when i am tempted to look down on the love-sick, and instead be able to show more empathy to those who feel this way too. loneliness is a real struggle and sometimes i forget that..
i'll be alright. (:
avoid the aliens;
11:07 PM
