Sunday, June 15, 2014
lately i've been thinking about singlehood. you may say that i talk about it so much already, but lately i've been thinking about it MORE! haha
something that april told me really shook my whole basis for singlehood. she was saying that her colleague was asking her what was her reason for singlehood. and april answered saying that she did not want to be one of those who would put their partner above God. then her colleague was telling her that that may be likely to occur mainly in the initial stages of the relationship, but in the later part it is quite difficult! haha
i guess it is something that i could have figured out on my own if i had really thought about it, but it made me question why i would want to remain single... i really dont have strong arguments for it anymore.. i can say that while im single, i have lots more time to serve God. but the thing is that even if i get married and have kids, i will be serving God through loving my husband and kids...
its not my time to decide anyway..
but i hope that after i get married (if i do), i wont become one of those who look down on singles and think that they are somehow second class citizens. they are equally loved by God, and im still trying to tell myself that and believe it.
actually who knows what will happen in the future besides God? so i should trust Him in everything, knowing that He is a God who loves me, and a powerful God who does whatever He pleases. He is always good (: who knows, maybe i will remain single because i may not live long (i somehowwwwww have a really strong feeling about this) but i pray that i will glorify God with my hours and days, and not regret what i did or did not do at the end of my short life...
#heavenbound (:
avoid the aliens;
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