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Friday, June 06, 2014
why does it feel as if everyone that i care about is going to leave me? and the worst thing is, i don't know what i did wrong, and how to make them stay... im trying to think of the events that led up to this to try to decipher what went wrong, but the only commonality i find in all these situations is.. ME.

why does it feel like all my relationships are superficial, and i just can't get through to anyone. totally at a loss at what to do...

Split Screen Sadness by John Mayer on Grooveshark

I don't know where you went when you left me but
Says here in the water you must be gone by now
I can tell somehow  
One hand on the trigger of the telephone
Wondering when the call comes 
Where you say its alright
Got your heart right

Maybe I'll sleep inside my coat and
Wait on the porch till you come back home
Oh, right
I can't find a flight

We share the sadness
Split screen sadness

Two wrongs make it all alright tonight

All you need is love is a lie cause
We had love but we still said goodbye
Now we're tired, battered fighters

And it stings when it's nobody's fault
Cause there's nothing to blame at the drop of your name
Its only the air you took and the breath you left

So I'll check the weather wherever you are
Cause I wanna know if you can see the stars tonight
It might be my only right

We share the sadness
Split screen sadness

Cause I cannot wait to figure out whats wrong with me,
So I can say this is the way that I used to be.
There's no substitute for time
Or for the sadness
Split Screen Sadness


avoid the aliens;
7:31 AM


name: jamie
b`day: 150891
school: pats school house, mgs, nanyang jc, nus


they look friendly
but underneath, they`re scary


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