Tuesday, July 01, 2014
i had a dream... can't exactly remember the details, but it was terrifying! i remembered that i somehow stumbled across this site, which told me the time of my death/ time of rapture haha. then i started to panic because i realised that i only had 2hrs left to live!
i often think that i am prepared to leave this world whenever God comes to take me home, but at that moment, i felt soooo unprepared! so i started reciting all the verses that came to mind (haha) just to remind myself what i believed in.
i wonder whether when it is REALLY my time to go, will i be driven to do such things? perhaps when it really occurred to me that i was going to die in a matter of hours, i realised that i really couldnt do much in that little time, and not only that, i wasn't even confident of my own salvation (at least in my dream)! ok, maybe if i was in the right frame of mind, i might have been able to think logically, but who knows if i'll go insane on my deathbed?
but what resonates with me is the deep sense of regret that i felt. that i didn't do enough for God, at least not as much as i wanted to ):
avoid the aliens;
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