Tuesday, July 01, 2014
i thank God for time to think today.. its my offday this week, and its so rare to have any time for myself nowadays! i realised that when i think, i can figure out lots of things and reflect on my life, and maybe even figure out the solutions to some of the problems i have. i had a realisation that i've been thinking about myself too much. and it made me realise that i subconsciously expect things to be done for me, but i dont even do these things for other people..
this is all in an effort to being "a nice person" which i think i havent been for a while.. this short time of thinking made me more conscious of my actions today and made me notice how i've been really selfish lately.
it was surprisingly refreshing, to just lie down and stare into the ceiling and think! if you have been having a rough time lately, maybe you should try this out! its sad that in such a fast-paced lifestyle like that of Singapore's, most people don't have such time to just be alone with their thoughts, and to sort out the mess that is in their heads.
im also happy that i got to see baby Leah today, she is the cutest little thing (: i already love her even though she doesnt love me (YET hehe)
i thank God for the little joys in my life and for contentment!
(:
avoid the aliens;
10:12 PM