Sunday, October 05, 2014
sometimes i wish that i had many older jie jies to look up to that care enough for me to tell me/ correct me to do things better..... i wish we had that culture in Zion, to help each other to serve God better! i wish that people could just tell me some tips/ways that i can be a better song leader/ mentor/ teacher. i dont want to hear flattery like "aiya you so good already" because i know that it is not true, and i am sure that there are manyyyyy things that i need to improve on. its just that, there seems like there is no one who actually talks to me about these things! ):
sometimes i really wish i had a mentor ): for me it is strangely some sign of acceptance that there is somebody who notices and cares for my spiritual walk. maybe its the feeling of belonging somewhere? i dont know. but maybe i am asking for too much. i dont think the people in the Bible were always blessed with mentors, so who am i to complain? still wishing that someday i will have one though! : /
im just feeling a little down i guess
avoid the aliens;
1:05 AM
