Saturday, October 18, 2014
these few days have taught me that i have taken my voice for granted!! i am as good as dumb right now, but at least i know that i will eventually get better.
i was just thinking, which one of my senses would i prefer to lose? my voice, my sight, my hearing? its such a horrible decision because everyone of those options are really miserable! if i cant talk, its very difficult to make friends/ evangelise/ teach/ encourage. so many ministry options cancelled out. it is almost basic human nature to communicate and without it, i feel so much less of a person. if i cant see, it will be so sad because i will never know how my loved ones look like! i will never get to see what that beautiful sunset/ snowy mountains look like, or the facial expressions which reveal many things. if i cant hear, i guess it would be so much more difficult to have any conversation at all. any attempt at a conversation will be one directional, or maybe i will learn sign language. but it will still create a barrier in friendships ): not being able sing/listen to tunes kind of sucks too ):
so right now, i'm thanking God for giving my my voice, my sight and my hearing! life would be vastly different if i didnt have any one of those senses!! my heart goes out to those who are less fortunate than i am ): i pray that you will not lose heart! even in this short time when i couldnt talk, i felt myself falling into a depressed state, i cant imagine if this stayed with me for life ):
its easy to take things for granted when we are privileged enough to have it. but its sad that we only realize this when we lose it ):
avoid the aliens;
7:18 PM
