Sunday, February 08, 2015
Do you like yourself?
Such a simple question, but so difficult to answer! i'm just imagining that if i were someone else, would i like me? sure, i can tell myself that certain personalities tend to click with other personalities, but really, is there anything to like about me?
lately i've been having really low self-confidence. its not like it was ever high, but its just been much lower than before. its just a constant battle: trying to convince myself that i like me, when in actual fact i am really angry with me. i hate myself for how cowardly i am, and how im always so afraid of what people will think of me. i guess it is because life has been proving to me that i have to be anyone else but myself for people to accept me.
i'm wondering where this fits in with God's plan? its difficult to see where this will lead, or if i would ever overcome this. i just don't want to be anyone else but me anymore.
avoid the aliens;
12:41 AM
