Wednesday, February 11, 2015
thesis deadlines are drawing near, and the end date is nearly in sight! so naturally, i've been really anxious about it. but its not so natural really, because i think i've been stressing too much about it! i've been praying about thesis, and asking God to take away my anxiousness, and He finally answered my prayer! (:
Just 2 days ago, I think i must have fallen asleep over my work because i was working overnight. Then I had a dream that i was in a consultation with my thesis tutor. I dont know why but we were discussing some unimportant stuff, and then my consultation time ran out.
then i was like "oh no! i didnt even manage to ask him the most important questions!!!"
then my tutor was like "too bad, your time is up".
"but if you don't help me, i wont know what to do for this entire week and it will be one week wasted"
"too bad, you had your time.."
then i said "if you dont help me, i'm going to fail thesis, so i might as well quit now!"
"quit lor" (haha my tutor totally doesnt speak singlish, so i don't know where this came from...)
then i slammed my stuff on the table and walked away.
this dream was totally a reflection of what i was feeling about thesis, and the insecurity that i'm gonna fail. but the most amazing thing happened during crit yesterday.. the exact opposite happened!! my tutor was really extra patient with me, and gave me lots of ideas on what should be my next step, and he even spent extra time helping me look up resources!! (: i'm really so thankful to God for him, and my anxiousness has now dropped to manageable levels (:
so yes, to cut the long story short, i'm really thankful for answered prayers!! (: He is truly someone who sympathizes, rather than belittles our feelings, and i can be assured that He holds everything in His hands! (: thank You Lord (:
avoid the aliens;
2:34 PM
