Saturday, March 14, 2015
my head is spinning from the shear amount of things that have happened since yesterday. The thing is that my tutor decided that I have not enough documentation to support my thesis, so i have to make another trip to vietnam. tomorrow. not only that, i have tonnes to do, so he's advising me to take out my computer and do work on the plane also :/
im not one for spontaneity, neither am i the most independent person out there. so naturally im really really on edge, trying to get all arrangements (flight, hotel, transportation, tour guide) done before i leave for vietnam tomorrow.
i'm just really hoping that this will help my thesis loads, because it is burning a hole in my pocket and my time, and if it doesn't go well, im pretty sure it will burn a hole in my confidence too. im hoping that this will all be for the best, because i cannot imagine just totally screwing up my final project in NUS. all my efforts just poured down into the drain.
feeling extremely vulnerable right now, like i could burst out in tears at any given moment, but i know that God is with me. He knows what i'm feeling and i can be comforted that He cares for me, even when things around me are going bad. I just hope that i never forget this, because if i do, i think i might just lose my sanity (no, really).
avoid the aliens;
9:18 AM
