Saturday, October 24, 2015
It awes and humbles me, to be loved by a God so high!
Thankful for this reminder about the importance of worship which is for us to meet with the living God, to draw near through Christ, and commissioned as we leave the worship service.
I need to be more dependent on God to help me in this walk, because I have been trying and trying to do it on my own. I've been having a dry patch, but i just prayed that He will renew the flame within me, cause me to be on fire with the gospel, to show forth the treasure in jars of clay.
I learnt that we are not called to be perfect witnesses/ testimonies, but we are called to be repentant. Funny how I sometimes realize how sinful I am, but then soon after, I start comparing myself to the other guy in the room, thinking: maybe this applies to him more. That's how sinful and hypocritical I can be. But i'm praying that He will help me to acknowledge and fully believe that I am the worst sinner in the room, just like Paul who called himself the chief of sinners.
so many other issues on my heart, but i think i will not write them here. i'll end with a snippet of a song
What can I do but thank you
What can I do but give my life to you
Hallelujah, hallelujah
What can I do but praise you
Everyday make everything I do a hallelujah
A hallelujah, hallelujah!
God help me.
avoid the aliens;
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