Saturday, February 20, 2016
I'm not feeling really good today because of some discouragements in YF... maybe sometimes I expect too much? I expect to see great change especially after i've put lots of effort into preparing the bible study or the program... I also realised that i'm a very discourage-able person... nat was just sharing with me about this one time where she felt really discouraged, but then i was just thinking that i have felt that so many times! it wont even cross my mind to mention it cos the feeling is almost always there. perhaps i'm negative, or maybe she's just really positive?
anyway i guess times like this remind me that it is God who gives the growth, and I'm just the sower. But why doesn't this make me feel better? I think I need more faith to trust Him that He has things in control, and He hasn't given up on Zion, so neither should I...
avoid the aliens;
11:35 PM
