Monday, May 30, 2016
T R U S T .
i'm feeling a little under the weather. i keep asking why, even though i know i shouldn't! why am i so faithless and proud? that's just human nature i guess... just wanting to take control of my own situation, and thinking that i know best. i think i am also quite annoyed with the person i am. it seems like God made a mistake when He made me like this. but i have to keep reminding myself that He makes no mistake. it all boils down to a lack of trust in God's purposes and character. maybe someday, in hindsight, i will understand.
have an interview later today, hope my mood does not ruin my chances!
on a separate note, i thank God for giving me more patience in dealing with my family. its amazing that i once would never even stop to think about the way i relate to them, but now God is helping me to gradually realize how i treat them while i am talking to them! if i don't think, i will usually say something that i will later regret. now i am sometimes able to stop myself in my tracks and think about what is the most appropriate/ helpful thing to say. it has never been possible for me, and that's why i know that it is the Holy Spirit's enabling (:
alright, i shall start preparing for my interview!
avoid the aliens;
11:21 AM
