Monday, June 20, 2016
was feeling quite out-of-it today... not sure why! i thought that today would be quite a relaxing day, because of the nice weather and the fact that i didn't have any commitments to fulfill in church! but i was just not really feeling it in service and holy communion. like i just couldn't concentrate... then came the combined YD program... it was prayer and praise, and i just did not feel like singing or praying. ): i really didn't know what was wrong with me and why i was feeling this way. im not even PMSing.
so i had to leave the room, because i didn't want to force myself to sing words that i found it hard to mean. did not want to pray for the sake of it too... so i joined the sunday school program where they were watching a movie on the good samaritan. it managed to make me feel a little better, and just to relax a little.
i don't think i remember the last time i felt this way... it was really a strange day. but once i went home, i slept it off for like 4 hours straight. woke up a few times, but didn't feel like getting up, so i drifted back to sleep. but that sleep and potluck helped me to feel much more like myself! thanking God for the blessing of family.
avoid the aliens;
1:36 AM
