Sunday, July 10, 2016
Sometimes i confuse the act of serving God and obedience to Him. Yes sure it could be the same thing, but often for me, sometimes i catch myself thinking that service to God is more important than obedience to Him. like how sometimes i get to caught up in the busyness of service that my attitude is not one of joy, but one of irritability and pride.
just today, i had to rush to prepare to teach my YD class. I totally didn't have time during the week for it, so i had to do it today. but i found myself being irritable over small things and feeling like i had the right to be, because it almost felt like i was doing God a favor. it shows that sometimes i desire the praise of man more than the praise of the King, because in trying to complete my service/ commitments in the best way possible, i was compromising on my obedience to Him in the way that I related to other people.
still working on my YD prep, but i just wanted to pen my thoughts down... feeling totally unprepared, but i'm praying that He will use me in whatever way. not necessarily in YD/ service, but also in my interactions with others. hopefully this irritable mood will go away soon...
avoid the aliens;
1:27 AM
